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The Unicorn at the Racetrack

by Minal Hajratwala



I.  In It To Win It

look at the shining one, she
is not one of us, she mimics
hummingbirds not hooves, not
whole hound hurdle-halvers, who
the hell let that in here?  my small man says And right
before the race! concentrate!  but how
to un-see
hubris of luminous mane, lustrous
sparkle like cool trough at track's tail-oh
how many rounds must i lap for the juice,
apple lust dribbling my lips, whose
hay will i huddle in tonight?  & this boy-man
with the sharp feet, hard tensing thighs & short
bright whip!  running i am nothing
but running
run
run
faster
ugh please
faster not the
oh running
fast as fast can i
NO not the whip
faster
nose forward
nose
slow
stop
stand

pant

breathe

where

is she

where is her

blaze?


II.  Out While You Can

O my half-
brothers, your
persistent
gleaming
thighs!

O stallions
drumming power-
what flanks!
Thunder on,
yes, but

not for this sham
ecosystem of turf & scam,
not for the hurt or the sweet
steel-cut hay or the taste
of the bit.

                       Won't you,
my tame trained kin,
mahogany muscles
insurrectionary
royal

scatter the men from their grand stands,
refute that green ellipse,
break your false orbit,

fly?



Minal Hajratwala is the author of Leaving India: My Family's Journey From Five Villages to Five Continents (Houghton Mifflin Harcourt, 2009). She spent 2010-2011 as a Fulbright Senior Research Scholar in India researching a novel, while also writing poems about the unicorns of the ancient Indus Valley. She is the editor of Out! Stories From the New Queer India, the first anthology of LGBT literature after the decriminalization of homosexuality in India, published in 2012 from Queer Ink Publishing.

Read Minal's discussion of this poem over at the Roundtable!

Photography: adapted from A volta do tordilho-negro by Eduardo Amorim.